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[05 Nov 2006|04:11am]
I mostly just want to disappear. I want you all to forget I exist. I want to forget I exist. I wish I could start my life over and do everything differently. All of this pain and uncertainty just wasn't worth it.
GOO!

,KLSJFKAJKSFKJAHFKJAHSFD [18 Oct 2006|02:49pm]
FUCK YOU! Yeah...why don't you get pissed off at me for leaving...or because I'm leaving. Yeah...FUCK YOU.
GOO!

[11 Sep 2006|01:05pm]
[ mood | pensive ]

What a fucking weekend. Apparently I have been more emotional than "a tribe of PMSing woman". HAHAHAHAHAHA!

Lets seeeee...

Birfday dinner party was on thursday. That was super. The only 2 of my friends that came on time were Joe and Pia. The rest got here 30 minutes later...which was okay because I had just gotten home and barely dressed before those two had gotten here. My silly ass had left everything to the last minute. It was super and I had a really good time. I liked sitting at a table where I was surrounded by people I loved...and my sister...who wouldn't leave the dam table. Afterwards I got some music and poetry off Joe's iPOd...we watched the history channel while it uploaded. Oh history...how interesting you are. Then he drove me to the bar where Don, Pia, Chris, Abe, and Shelly koo were waiting. This was fun. I was bought a birfday drink :)


Friday. Bar/club thing with Chris, Don, Abe, James, Nicole, Michelle, and George. WEEEEEEEEEEE! I got drizzunk! then ate "awesome fries"...then sobered up so I could drive home. We danced. I drank lots of whiskey. It was pretty good. I especially liked the pole we all danced with. We stayed til close, got pushed out by the bouncers basically and started our drive homeward. Decided a wawa trip would be good. Clark thought so too so we scooped clarks bitch ass and journeyed to wawa. Then we sat infront of his house for a wee bit and chatted. Then me and michelle came back here and chilled until her drunk ass was sober enough to drive because she's my homie and I would never let a homie drink and drive. (my homies that drink and drive are the violent assholes I'm not tryna fight with because when they drink, they beat me... =P )


Saturday. Clarks hotel party. heh. uhhhh...hmmmm...ha. Well...basically. Bitches got trashed. I was in a shitty mood so I left. Then I ate pasta, listened to music, and sobered up a bit...I went back an hour after I left. What the hell...yeah...my friends need to stop being so flighty and ridiculous and they should probably learn their limits. Maybe next time I won't be there to roll your ass over so you don't choke on your own vomit. I don't know...


Last night. Oh last night...it was my night of rest. Stopped by my grandmas for a few. Went to bala to visit Rob...but he got off right after I got there so I said fuck it and left. I was supposed to meet Joe at llanerch when he got off but he got off early, and I was watching family guy...so he came here instead. We chatted for a bit and he left 40 minutes later to write his paperrrr.

...had another dream last night...that makes every night this week.


and today. CLARKS BIRFDAY. HAPPY BIRFDAY NIGGA!

GOO!

[05 Aug 2006|12:43am]
[ mood | happy ]

In arizona. Having fun. The end.

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[10 Jul 2006|02:21pm]
It's moments like this we realize our mortality and contemplate our lives. Fuck that. I wish I were too young, naive, or just plain stupid. This understanding of the world cripples me in ways I could have never predicted.
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[04 Jul 2006|11:27pm]
"tryna catch me ridin' dirty" WHAT THE FUCK! WHAT THE FUCK DOES THAT MEAN? WHY IS IT POPULAR? WHO THE FUCK SINGS THIS ASSHOLE OF A SONG? WHY DO I WANT TO KILL MYSELF WHEN I HEAR IT? FUCK THE SONG. FUCK THE GODDAMN SONG. I'M GOING TO DOWNLOAD IT, BURN IT ONTO A CD, AND SET IT ON FIRE! MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!
7 stains| GOO!

HA! [24 Jun 2006|04:41pm]
Your Penis Name Is...

Pumping Pole of Penile Power
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[14 Apr 2006|10:32am]
You Are a Hunter Soul

You are driven and ambitious - totally self motiviated to succeed
Actively working to acheive what you want, you are skillful in many areas.
You are a natural predator with strong instincts ... and more than a little demanding.
You are creative, energetic, and an extremely powerful force.

An outdoors person, you like animals and relate to them better than people.
You tend to have an explosive personality, but also a good sense of humor.
People sometimes see you as arrogant or a know it all.
You tend to be a bit of a loner, though you hate to be alone.

Souls you are most compatible with: Seeker Soul and Peacemaker Soul
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[05 Apr 2006|11:35pm]
New compuda. I feel much better about life now...I guess.

Miss my roomies. Home is bleh...fuck.

bed time...school, many clasess tomorrow. fuck that.
GOO!

[18 Mar 2006|11:06am]
[ mood | chipper ]

Dearest Lj,

I woke up and decided to clean my room. Moving would be hard as fuck if I had to clean at the same time, so I'm just going to get shit organized so when I figure out where I'm going, I can start moving right away. I'm in the mood for Joes, so I'm waiting for Guisse and Ryan to wake up so we can maybe go feed. I'm nervous about finding a place to live, and ending up with no where to go. Bleh. Boots is going to be here around 11:30 tonight. I can't wait to see him once again and to meet his Boot's worthy bride! This weekend should be good.

p.s. it's spring break! WOOOOHOOOO!

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[14 Mar 2006|06:00pm]
Take the quiz:
What piercing are you?

Surface
the dark one... mysterious, you keep to yourself and dont mix well with others, but you dont want to either. you like to be alone and dont like to go out clubbing and having fun (thats not a bad thing - im like you!)

Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook!
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[12 Mar 2006|12:34pm]
I'm bored with my life.

Everyday it's the same boring goddam shit.

I miss Arizona...I was always so on the edge and lost. I miss that feeling. I miss the feeling of not knowing.

Right now I could probably make a list of every goddam person that will be here tonight and what they'll be doing.

It makes me want to cry.

I wish life would take me somewhere interesting right now...one of those twists that could alter everything or make things a bit more dangerous.

Sometimes I wonder if I can really take an entire year of this...
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[28 Feb 2006|10:27pm]
Happy mother fucking birfday Lisa Berkowitz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

18!

Skeet skeet mother bitches.  Happy birfday, to you.  happy birfday, to you.  Happy birfday to liiiiiissssaaa happy birfday to yoooouuuu! 
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[26 Feb 2006|11:31pm]
I will never cry again.

Oh and P.S.

FUCK YOU.


on a less pissed off note...I guess...

Hi, how the fuck are you?
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[20 Feb 2006|01:40pm]
[ mood | sick ]

what made my weekend awesome...

the guest list...

the clean apt...

COREY MILLER!

What made the weekend suck...

what happened with lance...

GOO!

hi my name is debbi styles and i like porn! [15 Feb 2006|11:19am]
im afflicted, your addicted.

today i woke up around 5:30 a.m. and watched some porno.
then i snorted coke and sucked on a steak knife. yum yum yummmy.
ever kiss a gnome?
im gnome grown, bitch.
GOO!

[03 Dec 2005|12:31pm]
[ mood | happy ]

Dancing to Love is a Battlefield with the greatest people in the world...one of the greatest moments of my life. All the shit I went through in AZ was worth it just to come home to that. Fuck bitches....I got my home slizzles...and the greatest slizzles in duh world!

Jamie got a jobby.

Iron and Wine tonight I think...We'll see about the tix and the car shit.

I miss my AZ heads...see you guys spring break!

1 stain| GOO!

uhhhh proud? [05 Oct 2005|06:54pm]
Janis
Janice Ian


Which Mean Girl are you?
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[06 Aug 2005|01:20am]
[ mood | blah ]

Today's my birthday.

A girl walked out of a second story window/door.

my mind is racing.

the end.

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[03 Aug 2005|01:08pm]
my birthday....saturday...august 6.
GOO!

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